Gender : Posts : 5
Join date : 2011-02-21
Age : 21
Location : How bout this. Where i wanna be. ~holding her~
|Subject: Just tell me what you think (give me pity you will get cussed out) Tue Mar 15, 2011 4:28 pm|| |
So my parent's split up finally. And my father is dating. My mom is being weird. And i get to be the adult cuz they wont even talk. My mom pick's me up every friday. And i stay till sunday night. I love them both but im moving out soon. I hate having to pick one or the other. So ima pick neither. I wrote a poem in English 2 Hon today and my teacher pulled me aside and asked me what's wrong. I wrote. "My roses have thorn's, i sumtime wish i wasnt born. I hate this class i hate this life. I just wish to end this strife. Im tired and bored and ready to fight. Fight or flight what ever's right. Ready to leave will you miss me? I will bypass you....Just see." She said that it seem's i have alot on my mind. My friend Ronnie stabbed me in the back. No shot me. Bullet's still there. My friend's pick on me but i know there kidding. But i can't take it. I seem happy. But it's because of the people im with. I put on this fake ass smile EVERYDAY. Somtime's. I wanna stop trying to live.. I told myself i would never let love or life run me over. I got the one i love but damn if life wont let me be. I want to be happy and do good. But i get shit i get yelled at i try my best i make good grades. :/ Life just has an out for this kid. Only people that make me happy anymore are Tammy, Joe, Allen, Jc, And Dj.. Idk why i wrote this. I might not even post it. Ima sound like a puss. I don't usally vent. I don't usally do anything like this. I just had to be heard before i went crazy... Don't judge me and don't feel bad. Ima be a good man one day. Ima learn everything i have to. Ima be able to give my girl what she want's. But somtimes people take the "easy life" a little to easy... Ima cry and smile :) And push on!
Gender : Posts : 469
Join date : 2011-01-16
Age : 19
Location : Amurica
|Subject: Re: Just tell me what you think (give me pity you will get cussed out) Tue Mar 15, 2011 9:07 pm|| |
Helping others brings good karma !
The opportunity might not present its self, but you can make your own too!
Sending out good thoughts is good to, what you think and send out is what you will attract to you. Bad, depressing thoughts --> BADNESS. Good, happy thoughts --> YAY.
You can re-frame your life and your future !
Gender : Posts : 317
Join date : 2011-02-19
Age : 21
Location : My World
|Subject: Re: Just tell me what you think (give me pity you will get cussed out) Wed Mar 16, 2011 10:24 pm|| |
Hey look don't think about it just do something that gets you to stop thinking like rock climbing or do charity its makes everyone happy and i know you like making people happy maybe babysit or something it helps me to feel better you know maybe listen to music it helps but w.ez Or even better text Tammy
_________________[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]"Seems you still haven't realized the greatness of the one you chose as your opponent.
But come at me with your best shot if you realize your failure."
|Subject: Re: Just tell me what you think (give me pity you will get cussed out) Today at 12:10 pm|| |