Why is it that I feel like no one cares about me?
My friend today lost her paper to receive 40 extra credit points, while I, today, got a zero on my homework that's worth a grade; plus had to stay in for lunch to finish my math homework or else I can't go to lunch. I never finished it. My friend who lost the paper started being depressed and cried a bit. I admit I was pissed at her for doing that.
'cause noooooooo one gives a fuck about me.
A month or two ago I lost my paper that's worth 50 points in grade. Nooooo one cared about that. So I had to cope with it.
My parents aren't okay right now. I can feel like it's going to break into chaos. I cried in the shower, because that's the only place I can do it
I'm serious right now. I'm pissed right now. And I feel like screaming and crying because I haven't done that in such a long time. Since I was a toddler.
And there's a Las Vegas bit. We have a whole Vegas trip in spring break. A lot of people are going. And my dad says my friend can come along even though she can't. Because we have no room
. After a month of my dad saying that and my friend saying that, I told my friend that she couldn't come because of the room issue. And then my friend asked my dad why, and my dad said some non-sense. My dad, later with my mom, told me that it was my
fault for say I wanted her to go. And the thing is I do want her to go! But not if it's going to cause problems! And even explaining that to him, he still yells at me. So I said I wanted my friend to go. And she's coming now. Without my mom's consent. And my friend better say she's coming because I can't change my decision now, without getting into more -the word tr*ouble has been censored by the king <3-.
Which caused the shaky ground now.
Like I said before, life is fucked up
And if you're reading this, then please comment. Because that's partly the reason I ranted this. If no one comments on this and there are views on it, I'll be so pissed. I mean